sWell (shakewell) wrote,
sWell
shakewell

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i need something new

the joys of my new job
- confidence & happiness -
were sadly short-lived
maybe it's the sickness
but i'm so freaking lonely
today
everyday
always
sitting around the house all day
checking home pages
- no updates -
and my email
- only junk -
isn't really the way to live
how can i expect to make friends
and have a social life
if i don't even try?

i need to go back to school
meet new people
with common interests
i need to get a job
with kids my age
so i can go to the christmas parties
and not be the only one who's sober

i want to go on hot dates
- dinner and a movie -
i want spontaneity
and originality

i need something new
a new school
a new job
a new friend
a new place to live

maybe i just need a new attitude?
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