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word to the wise

"life would be so much easier if you even attempted to meet me half way."

i know i'm a bitch to joe. but i honestly think that's more than he deserves. and it's not half as bad as it could be. i could make his life hell if i wanted. but i don't want that. i just want him to realize what an asshole he is.

but apprently he can't take it. poor baby. it's the price you pay when you lie to your girlfriend about why you want to move in with her and how much you love her.

now, i know you're all thinking, "amanda, don't dwell on that. forgive and forget." but if i forget, then i'll just let some other asshole do it to me all over again. and i forgive, i'd be forgiving someone who isn't even sorry for what he did.

well, joe is sorry. he's sorry i don't take care of him anymore. he's sorry that i don't pay his way. he sorry that i don't want to fuck him. he's sorry i don't taxi him around, clean up after him or let him sleep in my bed.

he's not sorry he broke my heart.


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Mar. 2nd, 2004 03:42 pm (UTC)
*offers a hug*

Mar. 2nd, 2004 04:40 pm (UTC)
im just proud of you for being strong and making him pay for being such an asshole. go you!
Mar. 2nd, 2004 04:46 pm (UTC)
i suppose in the larger christian sense it's wrong to make him want to pay for what he did.

but i think it's only fair that i get to knock him down as many pegs as he did me. i know it makes me look like a bitch to most people. but most people don't know what he put me through. i'd like to see some one go through that many break downs and still turn the other cheek.

anyway, thanks, kat. i love ya. (even if you didn't agree)
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