but what's with the shit she writes?
does she think i'm jealous of her relationship with phil?
or that i want phil or something?
it's like she's always selling what a fabulous guy he is
and how lucky and thankful she is to have him.
and i do mean selling.
it seems really strange to me.
i feel like she's trying to rub it in my face or something.
maybe i'm reading too much into it.
i don't know.
but there just seems to be something off about the things she writes.
of course, i've never seen much of her writing.
so maybe that's just how she is.
maybe her remarks that are implicitly directed at me
throw me off about the rest of what she has to say.
maybe she's just a dumb bitch
and i should quit caring about her at all.