too bad you're not.
so i know i shouldn't have said it, but i did. and i do mean it, so i shouldn't feel bad about it.
it's really funny watching them court eachother. i wonder if i seem so pathetic, so young. the giggles, the lines (you==rad), it all seems so familiar. just now, i realized, it's all lines with him. and i fell for them hook, line and sinker.
i wonder if it's all lines with everybody....
it's never a line with me. i only speak the truth. sure, it would be great (in a sense) to be able to manipulate people's feelings to get things i want, but that would make me such a horrible person. besides, i don't want things; i want love. i thought i had it, but, boy, was i wrong.
i should do some homework or make some phone calls or do something somewhat productive. idleness is the devil's plaything.
speaking of which, i guess there's just not enough time in the world to wash a load of dishes when you're unemployed and on vacation from school. sheesh! i suppose chai tea and cigarettes take a lot out of a man.