sWell (shakewell) wrote,

the day that got away from me

it's strange to care about people i barely know at all. i know it's a mistake, too, but i can't help myself. it's just what i do, i guess.

had an anxiety attack on the drive home. i was just so afraid of of the possibilities. and i was beating myself up over not sticking around to see that everyone was adequately taken care of.

two and a half hours 'til work when i hit the pillow, but i couldn't sleep a wink. i just sat there with both hands clasped around a cell on full volume. nary a word came across the airwaves, though.

still no word, no response, actually. some info from other sources is calming, but it's also frustrating that i had to get it from there. it shouldn't be, of course, since i don't really know these people and nobody owes me anything anyway.
  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.