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i'm so boring

hello, friends. i apologize for my lack of meaningful content lately. indiana has brought on such a change for me; i am always tired and i never feel 100%.

but i look forward to my pending return to hawaii. it keeps me going everyday.

uhh sent me a letter this week. they want me to pay them $85 for a meningitis vaccine. yeah right! but this does remind me that i'm going to have to drop a huge chunk of change on them the week i get back to the island. how sad it will be to have all those thousands of dollars cash at my fingertips just long enough to write out a tuition check.


quick question (and maybe i'll make this a poll in a minute), how many of you have ever been called for jury duty? how many of you have served? yesterday, i got my third notice in as many years. and, since i've never actually served on a jury, i will have to go again.

in a way, i don't mind, because i would actually like to see what a jury trial is like. plus, you know, i want to do my civic duty and all. but, i'm pretty over getting up early, paying for parking downtown, wasting my morning and getting sent home because they called too many people. plus, now that i have a decent job, it actually costs me money to do this! how lame is that?


i've been having a lot of wickedly intense dreams this week. i wake up crying and sweating all the time. i used to have a lot of nightmares back when i was taking effexor, but that trash is long gone. and, honestly, there's not a lot on my mind these days. besides, i'm too damn tired to give a shit about just about everything. so, i don't know what's going on with my psyche. oh well, it makes for some pretty entertaining dreams that, for once, are almost coherent and logical.

what still gets me, though, is how people i never see or talk to or even hear about manage to pop up in these dreams. if i were smarter (and a lot less lazy), i would totally get into studying the human mind, especially memories. and possibly dreams, but i don't know how you really study those...


i accidentally gave this really happy, awesome, cheerful guy at work the finger today. i feel really bad about it. he was teasing me about being confused by the copier (and the girls in the office had been teasing me all afternoon for some reason) and, for lack of a better comeback, i just flipped him off without realizing i was at work, with real adults. later, he said "now that wasn't a very nice thing to do" but in his really happy, awesome, cheerful way. i didn't have much of a reply then either. i doubt i even said i was sorry (which i was and am). i'm such a fucking asshole.

the worst part is, i think this guy, rambo, is like the best person i work with. i'm going to have to do something really nice for him.


i still miss the days when i actually had something to say--about anything. while in hawaii, i was too busy actually having a blast to care about writing anything. here, i'm just too tired (and too boring). it's sad.


hey, i think i heard a song touting abstinence and virginity on hot 96.3 today. it was really weird.


( 8 comments — Say Something )
Sep. 21st, 2006 12:43 am (UTC)
I've never had to serve. Cope served like 6 months or so ago.

And yes, pre-marital relations are bad.
Sep. 21st, 2006 01:10 am (UTC)
re: And yes, pre-marital relations are bad.
well, it's a good thing we held hands first. ;)
Sep. 21st, 2006 01:20 am (UTC)
Re: And yes, pre-marital relations are bad.
Cha! ; )
Sep. 21st, 2006 01:39 am (UTC)
i have never been called for duty... i hope i do one of these days. it seems like better practice than sitting in a classroom listening to a ben stein clone talk about some case from 1600. but it would be a pain in the ass for just about anyone, i don't know how they manage to make people do it.

i don't think i have listened to the radio since i moved here. i have no idea what's popular now. but songs about abstinence are entertaining.
Sep. 21st, 2006 04:25 pm (UTC)
Jury Duty
Man, I had fun when I went to jury duty. I was geared up for them to pick me, but it never happened. Does suck not getting paid. If you're bored, you can read my experience here. (http://arthurlifeintheshadows.blogspot.com/2004/11/jury-duty-woohoo.html)
Sep. 22nd, 2006 01:18 am (UTC)
is his name really rambo?
Sep. 22nd, 2006 01:36 am (UTC)
i wish
unfortunately, it's really steve.
Sep. 22nd, 2006 02:31 am (UTC)
otter pops
I've been having some fucked up dreams too. Mostly I have these dreams where I'm trying to get on a plane but all these fucked up things keep getting in my way like my 7th grade gym teacher and Willie Nelson (actually he just couldn't sell me bullets for the gun I had in my hand because he only sold shovels, rakes, hammers, nails and the like) anyway my head is full of struggle to just transport myself back home. Home. The only good dream I've had since I've been here was the dream where Holland and I were laying in this room-sized bed laughing and throwing puppy dog pillows at eachother.
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