i don't really know what to say
but i figure i should say something
before LJ craps out AGAIN

i'm in such a strange mood today
i don't even know where to begin
to describe it

my horoscope says
i'll be visited today
by ghosts from the past
i suppose i know who that would be
but why am i thinking about him so much
or at all
he's pretending i'm not alive
why can't i do the same

and i keep playing this goddamn song
i can't listen to anything else
it's so beautiful
but i hate it
for the way it makes me feel
but still i listen
to this one song
on repeat
fade in
fade out