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midnight moanings

i'm pretty frustrated with my current social situations. i'm looking to get away for a while.

you know, i was doing okay for a minute, but that's over now. i will always be frustrated with my inability to understand people, but i've realized there's no sense to be made of it. they tell me i'm just a pessimist, but you can't deny that i just can't win.

FYI: i think my giftmas presents are cursed. [or maybe it's just me.]

i'm so looking forward to this semester. i'm kissing my social life goodbye and hitting the books with a vengeance.

PS: i've got some new jobs on the line. we'll see how that goes.


( 18 comments — Say Something )
Jan. 6th, 2006 09:47 pm (UTC)
same old
you seem to have the same problem with everyone, but it is always their fault. thinking that you are correct in thinking that it really is just you.
Jan. 7th, 2006 07:43 am (UTC)
Re: same old
actually, no, it's not the same problem with everyone. it's the same problem with girls who have serious trust issues (especially with their boyfriends).

and i'm sure you don't care to notice, but at no point did i say this was anyone else's fault. in fact, i made mention of MY inability to understand people and of how MY honestly good intentions seemed to make things worse for everyone.

if you still want to obsess about my life (which is so funny, coming from you of all people), i really wish you'd learn to make a logical argument based on facts.
Jan. 7th, 2006 08:21 pm (UTC)
Re: same old
Amanda, you talk about trust issues with their boyfriends, i've seen you behave around people's boyfriends. You just seem to throw yourself at them and be the biggest flirt possible.
hmm i wonder how many relationships you've ruined or almost ruined...
Jan. 8th, 2006 03:19 am (UTC)
Re: same old
this person is far too correct...they rule!
Jan. 8th, 2006 03:48 am (UTC)
Re: same old
right. because this situation is so completely about me fucking lauren's boyfriend. way to bring up irrelevant information.

and, as far as i can tell, what you say i did with ben only made things stronger between him and jess. so, i'm going to guestimate zero. wow. i'm amazing.
Jan. 8th, 2006 04:07 am (UTC)
Re: same old
lol, don't go giving yourself too much credit there, hero.

You were good for a few laughs. bout it.

Jan. 8th, 2006 05:02 pm (UTC)
Re: same old
Jan. 8th, 2006 05:01 pm (UTC)
Re: same old
you FUCKED lauren's boyfriend? Oh lord. If this is true and you're not just being a sarcastic fucker, then this is what i'll say to you.
My god! Are you so pathetic that you can't find your own men? Especially someone that was supposed to be your best friend. No wonder you have social issues with girls. You know what i'm not even asking you if you are pathetic... you are!
Jan. 8th, 2006 05:46 pm (UTC)
b/c i really am so stupid i wouldn't understand why my friend would be mad if i fucked her boyfriend
yeah. sarcasm. denotes the complete irrelevance of this ordeal to situations where i "throw [my]self" at people's boyfriends.

glad you got the chance to cut me down one more time though. you seem to really enjoy it.
Jan. 8th, 2006 06:23 pm (UTC)
Re: b/c i really am so stupid i wouldn't understand why my friend would be mad if i fucked her boyfr
like he would touch your ugfo ass! haaa
Jan. 11th, 2006 07:06 am (UTC)
Re: same old
Wow your stupid..you actually think amanda fucked lauren's bf! GIRLS ARE DUMB BITCHES! They will believe anything they here!
Jan. 11th, 2006 07:04 am (UTC)
Re: same old
ooooohhh wow I have hung out with amanda for a while and she has NEVER threw herself at my bf! You bitches need to leave her alone!
Jan. 11th, 2006 08:26 pm (UTC)
Re: same old
haha is this amanda trying to make herself look like she has friends? haha way to stand up for yourself there girlie!
better luck next time

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Jan. 7th, 2006 07:44 am (UTC)
thanks. glad to see you back in lj-land. you disappeared for a minute.
Jan. 8th, 2006 04:03 am (UTC)
you are so stupid you do not even understand simple short sentences...and what they are about...not jess.
HAAA you are too fun!
Jan. 8th, 2006 04:07 am (UTC)
Re: haa
pray, explain. since you won't sign your name, it's somewhat difficult for me to diagnose who you are and what you might be implying in such short sentences with no dirrect references.
Jan. 8th, 2006 04:09 am (UTC)
i am cool
ha dont care enough to do much more than not be bored for a second or two..this is your gay ass journal full of all your stupid feelings. boohoo
Jan. 11th, 2006 05:42 pm (UTC)
Re: i am cool
well i'm glad you get something out of this and keep coming back for more. i am here to serve.
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