my house smells like snickerdoodles. i like it. i wish i had a wife who'd stay home all day baking me sweet confections (and a husband who'd go out and win the bread). i guess maybe i'd like to just hire an actress and watch her play out my life for me (instead of just living it myself). anyway, i'm trying really hard on so many levels not to be that girl any more. you know the one: me. god i'm tired.