calculus will most certainly be the death of me.
someone please give me an idea of something i can major in that won't make me want to off myself everytime i walk out of class. this, for obvious reasons, excludes areas in math and english. the world (ok, my dad and joe) says i have to go to school, get a degree and make somethine with my life. it's seriously fucking killing me though. no one understands that. anyway. i really hate college. i'm not learning anything. and it's making me feel like a total failure. everyone says i'm just not trying hard enough. that doesn't make me feel much better.
crying in the school library doesn't make me feel so hot either.
i'm outta here.