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i mean this in the most literal way possible:

calculus will most certainly be the death of me.

someone please give me an idea of something i can major in that won't make me want to off myself everytime i walk out of class. this, for obvious reasons, excludes areas in math and english. the world (ok, my dad and joe) says i have to go to school, get a degree and make somethine with my life. it's seriously fucking killing me though. no one understands that. anyway. i really hate college. i'm not learning anything. and it's making me feel like a total failure. everyone says i'm just not trying hard enough. that doesn't make me feel much better.

crying in the school library doesn't make me feel so hot either.

i'm outta here.

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kradams
Feb. 17th, 2003 08:12 pm (UTC)
ahh girl
This will pass, all bad things lead to good things eventually!! Keep your head up, Sweet cheeks!
shakewell
Feb. 17th, 2003 08:28 pm (UTC)
true...
thanks, babe.
badrew
Feb. 17th, 2003 09:27 pm (UTC)
Re: ahh girl
shut up keri, that was stupid

I"ll quit college with you, I hate it
xtylerx
Feb. 17th, 2003 09:32 pm (UTC)
Re: ahh girl
i have never been to college, and I doubt I
will ever get to, I want/ed to, but now my dumbass
is in too deep(debt). So I can really say to you is
if youre not happy with college, and if you dont think
you will be happy with it, then quit.

If its not for you, its not for you.
You may think i'm a failure in life,
but I dont have to go to college or have
to make people think im something im not.
I will do what I want no matter what, as long
as it makes ME happy.

I hope you end up making yourself happy.

<3
tyler
shakewell
Feb. 18th, 2003 06:41 am (UTC)
Re: ahh girl
i know you're right.i should be doing what i want.but i guess i don't know what i want anymore.

in any case, i don't think you're a failure.

much love.
shakewell
Feb. 18th, 2003 06:36 am (UTC)
plans of attack
but therein lies the problem.

what do we do instead of college?
badrew
Feb. 18th, 2003 11:50 am (UTC)
Re: plans of attack
haha I can tell you what I"m doing instead of college....get moblilized!


wait that sucks...stay in school...don't do drugs either
badrew
Feb. 18th, 2003 11:51 am (UTC)
Re: plans of attack
and floss
brasko
Feb. 18th, 2003 07:45 am (UTC)
i can relate.
phaedros
Feb. 18th, 2003 03:46 pm (UTC)
i'll trade places with you.
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