why do i constantly doubt myself on even the most trivial matters? why can't i just believe that i am intelligent?
i told joe recently that, though i firmly believe i am better at speaking japanese than everyone else in my class, i'm still afraid to speak in class because i fear that i am wrong. how can you know that you're right and still fear you are wrong? that doesn't make a damn bit of sense.
anyway, i really need my dad to walk me through this stuff today. i verily regret wasting away all our time together yesterday. and now we are both busy this afternoon.
you set them up. you knock them down.
