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wishy washy

i wish there was someone who'd push me out of bed in the morning when the alarm goes of so i'd actually go to crew practice. and who'd push me out of bed again in the afternoon when it was time to go to class. someone to ask me if i'd done my homework before i went out for the night or just went to bed.

i wish there was someone to tell me it's all going to be ok while i wait at the doctor's office. someone to tell me the drugs are working. someone to tell me it's happening again while there's still time to stop it.

i wish there was someone behind me telling me i was doing the job well enough, hitting the books hard enough, walking tall enough.

most of all... i wish it was me.

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(Anonymous)
Oct. 11th, 2005 01:57 am (UTC)
wishy washy
I am sure that it would be wonderful to have someone to share all of these things with. However, you are brave, and amazing for doing them all by yourself. I hope for your someone to come soon enough. I also hope for you to realize how you truly do these things on your own every day.
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