i slept all day. i finally left my room around 5 pm to buy some new books to occupy my time. i read a few pages, and then i slept some more. i can see this quickly becoming a very bad habit. when i wasn't sleeping, i was thinking about how much i'd like to go and buy some pills to make myself very very sick. but, i haven't got the energy to leave my room again. i'm not sure i ever want to do anything again.