sometimes, i think it's not about if you can do better; it's just about if you deserve not to do that bad. like, having a mate (however compatible/mismatched) isn't end-all to life's problems for me. you shoudln't have to put up with bullshit just so you're not alone.
but what do i know? i'm going to be a drunken old bag lady. and what do you call those single old women? old maids! that too.
i guess i'm all about having a lot of good people in my life instead of just that one. cuz my ones haven't been all that great after all. and, from what i've seen, no one's are. i dunno.
i'm a bitch.
pussy posse was almost in full effect tonight (joewelie, menlie, kyla, alex). dom, ben, dave(i'm not looking up his lj name, cuz he never updates), chris, fleck, and plenty of other dudes. slater. colin b! neil $30 burns. geek. wayu (who said he enjoyed watching dudes lay the mack down on me). lots of cats. it was pretty cool.
i'm so fucking scene it's a wrap.