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ha... donkey lips...

so, "get stuff done" day turned into "don't do shit" day, but it's fine. i feel like i'm finally caught up on sleep and that's a major plus in my book. of course, i've still got laundry and dishes to do today and i really ought to do several more chores as well. we'll see what happens.

i bought half my books for the summer. $230. of course, i did get back a whopping $28 for my discrete book. score!

speaking of discrete, i passed. B+. same grade percentage as a friend of mine who attended every lecture. again, let me thank the powers that be that i'm such an independent learner. still, i guess if i'd turned in maybe one or two more homework assignments i could have had an A, but what the fuck ever. that class was a complete waste of my time. by the way, i showed up a few minutes late to turn in my take-home exam. vlad was saying something to the class, so i didn't walk in until he was finished. he seemed upset that i couldn't even show up on time for the last class. sorry, vlad! i hope i get to have him again sometime. i don't think he's a particularly good teacher or anything, but i appreciate that he knows who i am and i also like to look at him and listen to his silly russian accent.

my sister seems to think that i forgot my mother's birthday (saturday) AND mother's day (sunday). she sent me a nasty little note this morning to make sure i felt bad. i suppose somehow it's my fault that my mum wasn't home when i called. and that they probably went to madison after they told me they weren't going to, which meant i couldn't go and meet them there like i had planned. so, yeah, i'm a horrible daughter. deal with it; mom has.

i had pizza express for the first time today. yummy stuff. i had always justed assumed it was crap for some reason. dunno why.

been doing some reading about cyclothymic personality disorder. hits quite close to home. there will definitely be a discussion with my new doctor about this next monday. i'm really excited to be going to the doctor again. i'm sure i'll be pissed when i have to pay for it all, but i like the idea of getting some definitive answers to decade-old questions and (hopefully) some reassurance that yes, i am pretty much ok for the most part.

well, it's a lovely day. i think i'll go read about differential equations and lay in the grass. if only i had glasses and braces, i could be reigning dork supreme.

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beatfreak
May. 10th, 2005 02:03 am (UTC)
CPD
I can see how some of that would fit you.
I think it's interesting that you're so into self-defining and diagnosing and such... I am, too. Some of the most compulsive thinking I do is when I'm trying to figure out why I do the things I do and why I feel the things I feel, etc... It's too bad I find it so difficult to hear others tell me why /they/ think I am the way I am, though, because those who know me very well can probably offer some good insights to my self-mysteries.
But I think it's a good thing to be so introspective. I think it helps you be able to define the behaviors and thoughts that you find to be unhealthy or otherwise undesirable, recognize them as they come up, and try and purge yourself of them.
huggy23
May. 11th, 2005 05:42 pm (UTC)
Ok, if I knew about half.com and amazon.com when I bought all of my books, I'd be a richer person. SERIOUSLY check them out. I've gotten a $75 book for around $11. It was used, but who gives a shit, when you think of all the money you'd save!
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