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whine and cheese

just worked a 16-hour day. i'm pooped.

heard some alanis lyrics on the drive home. brought up some bitter feelings i guess. i'm not going to quote them here. i'll save you the effort of skipping over them in boredome and general disinterest.

i'm kind of feeling underappreciated at the moment. can you tell?

it's so depressing when you're not even good enough for the people who aren't good enough for you. of course, they're all still good enough for me. that's my problem. why do i fucking care so much?

(here's the part where i say all the sad things you're all sick of hearing. i'll save you the hassle and i'll save myself the lectures.)

you wouldn't believe the things i hear myself saying in my head. oh boy.

i guess people thing i'm a total idiot, too. i don't get it. i really don't.

i don't know why i bother.

i can't wait until i get out of here. never look back. i'll be that lonely, old spinster teaching math until she's senile and living all alone, because even the cats think she's nuts.

ah fuck it.

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dano_rocks
Apr. 26th, 2005 04:22 am (UTC)
you need to be like mrs. whicker in 7th grade who was an old drunk, and legend has it that she kept booze in her closet
elizabethford
Apr. 26th, 2005 10:22 pm (UTC)
I'll leave a real comment, but first a story about Mrs. Whicker:

I somehow ended up taking a cab to Richmond my freshman year, and while engaged in small talk with the cabbie, found out that he was from Madison. "You know my sister-in-law?" he asked. "She's a teacher." You guessed it. Mrs. Whicker.

He wasn't too fond of her, so he confirmed for me that she is quite the drinker. Not that I suspected otherwise.

It is a small world.
spk1121
Apr. 26th, 2005 04:28 am (UTC)
alanis lyrics
*pats* Hope you feel better soon. Depression sucks, I know!

i guess people thing i'm a total idiot, too. i don't get it. i really don't.
Not me! I'm sure I come across as a total goofball, though. *grin*

i'm kind of feeling underappreciated at the moment. can you tell?
Behold the Dairy Queen in all her splendor! Regale her with tales of her wit and beauty, all ye friends! She be glorious fair to read about, me thinkest most devoutly. (Yup, it's official. I'm a dork.)
surjay
Apr. 26th, 2005 06:06 pm (UTC)
Nonsense, you are the best. Only suckas would refuse to appreciate what you gots.
elizabethford
Apr. 26th, 2005 10:26 pm (UTC)
I don't know that anything I say can make you feel better... but I don't think you're an idiot, and I don't know why anyone would. If they do, it says a lot more about them than it could about you.

(Everyone else's comments are spot-on, also.)
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