sWell (shakewell) wrote,

whine and cheese

just worked a 16-hour day. i'm pooped.

heard some alanis lyrics on the drive home. brought up some bitter feelings i guess. i'm not going to quote them here. i'll save you the effort of skipping over them in boredome and general disinterest.

i'm kind of feeling underappreciated at the moment. can you tell?

it's so depressing when you're not even good enough for the people who aren't good enough for you. of course, they're all still good enough for me. that's my problem. why do i fucking care so much?

(here's the part where i say all the sad things you're all sick of hearing. i'll save you the hassle and i'll save myself the lectures.)

you wouldn't believe the things i hear myself saying in my head. oh boy.

i guess people thing i'm a total idiot, too. i don't get it. i really don't.

i don't know why i bother.

i can't wait until i get out of here. never look back. i'll be that lonely, old spinster teaching math until she's senile and living all alone, because even the cats think she's nuts.

ah fuck it.
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