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everyone says i should just let go

but i can't.

i can't let go of people. i can't let go of love.

i can't let go of the fact that it's all so pointless, stupid, hateful, petty and mean.

i thought i was past fretting over things i can't control. i guess i just refuse to believe i can't influence at least a little control over this.

i'm so sad for everyone.

at this point, i wish we'd never met. or that we could erase our bonds and be strangers on the street.

maybe in the long run it will be, but, in the midst of it, this pain just doesn't seem worth it.

i still think all we'll ever be is what people remember of us. but i don't want to remember them this way.

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