surveying the damage
and reflecting on everyone who is pissed off at me
why do i even bother with these people?
i try to tell myself everyone is worth it
but, christ, are they?
sometimes i get the feeling
we'll never really be friends
that why they really want me around
is because they enjoy manipulating my guilt
i'm objective enough now
to see i've done nothing wrong
but still they demand apologies
and they pout
i haven't heard any apologies
and i don't expect to
but that's not to say i don't feel i deserve them
i guess i can't be friends with everyone
all this aside, i did have a most excellent weekend. more on that after i get some clean-up work done around here.