May 17th, 2005

ask your doctor

side effexors [miraasan]

i started a round of anxiety meds today. i really had no intention of getting them when i went to the doctor. i wanted to be practiced first and actually evaluated. today, i was just looking for a referral. but i took the meds anyway and i'm waiting on the referral.

the side effects are terrible. it's like the coming-up stage of speed, without the hope of actually getting high. i'm shitting my pants and gagging every five minutes. and of course i can't sleep, so i'm lying in bed getting all worked up about whether they'll get better and whether i even want to be medicated.

this is going to be really hard to do alone.