December 12th, 2004

sqeez

"god you really make me feel like a worthless piece of shit sometimes."

well, hey! now we're fucking even.

xxx

the more you let yourself love them
the more they will be able to hurt you

add another name to the list
another knife in the back

i'm back at square one
feeling bad for breaking
promises i never made

reminded that
nothing i ever do will be good enough
for the people i care about

and that
pleasing one person
means pissing off another

i'm sorry that i'm not enough
for the whole world to be happy
i really wish that i were

it's just another post
of me feeling sorry for myself
so let's leave it at that

but if i never love again
it will be ok
because i'll never have to hear this shit again