December 9th, 2004

sqeez

even this ridiculously stupid quiz knows what's up, why don't you?

Water Sprite
Mysterious, elegant, creative and calm
You are a sprite of the Water. Creative and one of
the most beautiful of sprites, you strike
wonder and curiosity into the hearts and minds
of all. Even though you are capable of
attraction and seduction you are way above all
that, you understand the true meaning of life
and are very open and understanding of life's
mysteries, most likely you are one of them. You
are respectful of all ways of life and do not
judge one due to their position or station in
life. You are gifted in the ways of
understanding and given the chance are usually
full of good, wise advice but your not the type
to take the stand and express such things. Your
laid back nature can be troubling, you don't
take many risks and prefer to keep things as
they are. You are one of the most unique of
sprites.


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sqeez

ahh... sweet release

and then there was sleep.

it was the first time in a long time that i went to bed without futurama. no one to spoon with. no warm, fuzzy jammies. just me. total darkness and total silence.

i didn't actually expect to fall asleep when i went to bed. i didn't even feel drowsy anymore. i was excited. anxious. curious. so, i just lay* down to think. i searched my memories for stories to tell. i tried to think of new and unique xmas plans. i made collages with my imagination.

*irregular verbs can go suck a dick, by the way

for once, i wasn't frantically reaching for sleep. so, it came to me quickly. the numbness washed over me. i felt it creep up from my toes. it poured down over my face. it crawled up from my fingertips. and for a minute, i just listened to my heart beat and gradually calm down.

i had some amazing, amazing dreams. had to hit the snooze button so that i could appreciate them just a little while longer before they vanished into the morning fog.

i'd give anything to sleep like that every night.

xxx

two dudes got fired from the x. i find it hilarious, since i have such a horrible attendance problem and they showed up everyday. i guess my killer work ethic more than makes up for that though. they've never even mentioned that i'm thin ice over absences. suckers.

i remembered today that i'll get some tuition reimbursement monies from the x eventually. ahhh... free money. thank god.

today is my last day of class. i am so excited that i probably will not go. class is for jerks.

i need to start speaking more japanese at home again. i've gotten for to out of practice in the last couple of weeks. i really wish i had more friends who were also learning it this year. i just want to hang out and talk japanese for as long as i can. i'm writing letters to opiate, but it's not the same. good practice, but not the same.

and, now, i think i'll slip into something a little more comfortable. [my nasa approved sweedish sleep sytem. har. har.]
  • Current Music
    speek hums
sqeez

the geek shall inherit the earth

i finished my last c program that i will ever have to write this evening. it cut 15 minutes into my dedicated ER time, but i'll live.

in the end, this one was kind of fun to write especially with my pending 11:00 pm deadline. and if i hadn't spent half my evening on the phone, i have no doubt i could have knocked the project out in time for the OC even.

well, i've got more to write, but i guess i'd better sack out. i just had to make sure i got that subject line down before i forgot it.

goodnight, all.
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    futurama - why must i be a crustacean in love