June 24th, 2004

sqeez

bi-fucking sexual?! what a fag!

generally, i'm totally cool with people being gay (or bi). but, goddamn! could i just like not have another gay ex-boyfriend as long as i live?

i didn't know it was official. or maybe i did and i blocked it out. (i think this is the case.)

so that makes 3 officially (and 4 probably). go me.

any of you guys looking to be gay? we can fuck and that should seal the deal. hell, i turned one before we ever got to third base.

god.

life (love?) is like so impossible sometimes.

(sorry i'm saying like all the time. i've been watching too much my so-called life.

so, from now own. my dates must weigh at least as much as me, not wear women's clothing, be somewhat athletically inclined, never have had ANY non-platonic contact with another man.

i'm completely disenfranchised with this mate-finding business. i mean... why fucking bother? i continue to set myself up with obstinate, immature, effeminate, aloof guys.

GRAH!!!!
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