April 10th, 2004

sqeez

what a way to start the weekend

so last night, jo3 gave me the heads up that he was going to madison. i figured xheartfallx would be picking him up as usual, but, as it turns out, larbdoof, facelessjury, san_yo and whistler all drove up from madison to get him.

i was waiting for stewbot to arrive here before i took my pre-work nap. he showed up at about 11:00 pm and the madison kids soon followed. i had to leave for work at 3:00 am.

so, some of these kids didn't even bother to say hello to me. i really fucking hate when jo3's friends do that (especially when i consider them my friends too). and, at some point, everyone except jo3 ended up in my room. i stayed in bed for a little while and even told larbdoof that i had to be at work in a few hours, but no one seemed to get the hint.

while born-again club kid jo3 was busting out his photons in his room, i managed to get everyone else out of my room and get ready for bed. of course, the bass and the five voices of these kids wouldn't allow me to even think about sleep, but it still felt nice to relax. larbdoof then knocks on my door after a few minutes of being bored to death by the light show. he comes in and talks and talks and talks.... then he runs out of things to say but keeps talking. (so................. yeah.................. anyway..............)

at about 12:25 they finally leave and, of course, not one of them was going to say goodbye. half of them were already out the door when i said, "bye, douche bags!" as much as not saying hello pisses me off, not saying goodbye after sitting in my room, conversing with me and keeping me awake really bugs me.

but, whatever. in all actuality, i don't know these kids very well outside of livejournal. i didn't hang out with them in high school and i certainly don't hang out with them now. so, why should i expect them to be courteous to me?

jo3, on the other hand, has no excuse. he maintains that he is still in love with me (and possibly more so than he ever was before), but he continues to be disrespectful and careless toward me.

i just don't fucking get it.
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