February 2nd, 2004

sqeez

it never stops

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get your fucking facts straight.

i don't need that back-biting, immature, two-faced bullshit in my life anymore. that's why i was going to write those emails. because i can be friends with everyone, but i really think they deserve honesty. so that's all i wanted to do was to be honest with the people in my life. but you didn't even want to hear it...

i can't believe YOU think I am immature.

and i can't believe you think accusing me of things i didn't do (even after i told you i didn't do them) is the same as "talking like normal people over the phone." you could have asked me if i did it. you could have asked ben and jess who told them before you went around making accusations. but you didn't. that's just ridiculous. so i hung up because you weren't the least bit interested in listening to what i had to say.

and JESUS FUCKING CHRIST... i didn't blow up over anything. i'm not mad about anything. i wasn't mad enough over any of this to trash our friendship. but i was hurt that you cared so little about our friendship as to talk shit about me and insult me in public.

and when you brought up that phone call a thousand fucking times to deliberately make me feel guilty about it is kind of hard to think you're anything but pissed about it. maybe if you'd said something like "i'm not mad about that phone call anymore" instead of "and i still can't get over the fact that you called me from that party and made me feel so bad" i would have gotten your intended meaning. if you want me to understand how you feel, maybe you should try to make a little more fucking sense.

and if you don't want to be a part of this drama anymore, then i suggest you stop calling, emailing and commenting. you're only bringing it on yourself. if you want to write about it in your journal, go right ahead, because i don't read it. but if you're going to continue harassing me, then i feel i have a right to respond.

seriously, grow up.

ps

if you have something to say to me, then say it TO ME. don't post fucking comments on LJ entries that have nothing to do with what you're talking about.
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