i wish that i could take back
everything i ever gave you i hate to see you using them while i stand here empty handed and broken hearted
i seriously don't understand
how one little phone call is grounds for dismissing a 3 year friendship i even apologized i wanted to understand so i could avoid the same mistakes so i could mend bridges but she doesn't think i'm worth it i guess i misunderstand people on a daily basis fuck.
turn your fucking phone off! you've sent me 20 blank text messages in the last hour! those things cost me money, so cut it out!
but i still haven't gotten my presents from
my best friend in indy (something tells me i'll never get those since we're not even friends now) my best friend from high school (i'm pretty sure i lost those when i told her i thought she was an alocoholic) and my boyfriend (but it turns out he buys me lots of drugs so that makes up for it)
so i never got around to making resolutions this year
and i guess technically i still haven't but i now have goals! (and these goals consist of things to purchase) they are: >>a new komputar big sexy box dvd drive cd burner that works flat panel monitar bitchin' ass surround sound system (with subWOOFer) >>new kizzar moonroof tinted windowz killer stereo 4 doors i am constantly amazed by the things i want from life. hmmm... i think i'll also resolve to stop letting myself get used by people. to stay away from people who hurt me and get closer to people who love me.