April 11th, 2003

point & click interface

what to do... [melo]

:::
stay home. cry. mope. feel sorry for myself. grieve. hope he comes around and talks to me.
:::

OR

:::
go to work. see my friends. go to a concert. have a good time. forget about him.
:::
sqeez

self torture

It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway

I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you

I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life
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ice princess

20 years old and stealing cigarettes from my parents

in a sort of experiment in self torture,
i've decided to take up smoking for a week.

i don't know why exactly.
i already know that i think it's a disgusting and foolish habit.
but it's something to do,
i guess.

i'm just trying to understand what people like about it.

AND

as a secondary yet some how more important experiment,
i'm trying to see if it's actually possible
for me to look cool while doing it.

or not cool exactly,
but comfortable
and competent.
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