May 14th, 2002

sqeez

no time for punctuation

stupid goddamn bullshit i can't even say what i feel anymore everyone tells me i'm wrong but they don't understand i can't even write in my journal anymore because they won't leave me alone they have to show up there and make me look like a fool in front of everyone telling lies to all my friends and family making me look like the bad person well i'm not a bad person i'm not mean to anyone i try to do what's right but sometimes i have to do what's best for me and i'm sorry it's not the best for you but either you get hurt or i die and as hard as it is to believe i don't want to die anymore i'm not perfect but i'm good enough i wish you knew that so enough about me what about you you think you're a role model that i should try to be like you well fuck that i'm better than you and i know it because i don't have to go around hurting the people who care about me just to make myself feel better i don't need all this fucking drama anymore i'm done i've grown up you should to
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