xxx
the more you let yourself love them
the more they will be able to hurt you
add another name to the list
another knife in the back
i'm back at square one
feeling bad for breaking
promises i never made
reminded that
nothing i ever do will be good enough
for the people i care about
and that
pleasing one person
means pissing off another
i'm sorry that i'm not enough
for the whole world to be happy
i really wish that i were
it's just another post
of me feeling sorry for myself
so let's leave it at that
but if i never love again
it will be ok
because i'll never have to hear this shit again