sWell (shakewell) wrote,

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it's about (sex and) responsibilty

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i've been in a really sexy mood all week, which is strange, since i haven't been getting any for a while now. or, maybe that makes perfect sense. i'm hard up--in a bad way.

so, i guess i feel like a guy in the sense that sex pervades nearly every thought i have anymore. it's a lot like junior high when you couldn't even say pencil without someone snickering. but, it's not funny now. now, it's seductive. enticing. exciting. enchanting.

it's the thrill of the chase.

it's easy to get laid. but, it's more fun to play games.

not that i'm playing games with people. i'm not leading anyone on. all the boys i know know that i'm not going to have sex with any of them. but we talk and flirt and lay out our best game. and the tensions boils...

it reminds of my brief encounter with ben lock. man, did he talk himself up. and, boy! did i take the bait and run with it. and, as it turns out, this was the most exciting part of our adventure and "faster than ben" was born. i guess it just goes to show you that there's a point where the tension is overwhelming if you're actually planning on following through instead of just playing games. OPS!

lucky for me, i learned that lesson already. so, i'll just keep running game until i figure out just what i want and with whom.

no sense getting knocked up by someone who doesn't even want to be my boyfriend (or even by someone who does, actually). as much as i do want kids and a family (now), i know i'll be happier in the long run if i find them on purpose instead of on accident.


there's a girl here in the testing center with a louis vuitton bag. she looks housed as shit and pretty white trash anyway. so what the fuck is she doing with $500-$2000 purse?! i think we can thank sex and the city for making people think they need shit like that. (and i can thank rolling stone for helping me recognize the louis vuitton logo!)
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