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weekend update

went to the fedex birthday party afterall. turns out it was mostly a high school party and i was one of two people over the age of 21. most of the boys were ridiculous metal-rock boys with black, spiked hair and all black clothing. they played air guitar and sang along to every fucking song. it was annoyingly hilarious, but i didn't have anything better to be doing, so i took some shots and got hammered.

jumping on a trampoline (with a net) while you're drunk is fucking fabulous, by the way.

every boy there who wasn't there was his girlfriend took every available opportunity to tell me just how hot and how cool i am. (ha, hot and cool! i'm fucking dairy queen over here...) a lot of them tried to get grabby with me, which i thought was a misbehaviour reserved for my douche bag madison acquaintances, but it turns out strangers think they have every right to every piece of me as well. that kind of ruins my whole theory about how people in madison learned this behavior over time from watching my pathetic relationships there. so, i guess i just put out this vibe immediately that i'm down for whatever and to hell with the consequences. i wonder how it is that i put out this vibe when that's not how i feel at all...

but, aside from that business, they were some pretty nice people. a lot of ddr fags, so maybe i can start playing up here again. *yay* but in most respects, they're still pretty high school and very naive, so i doubt i'd get into much of anything else with them. still, hooray for having friends in town again.

(relating back to my kissing conquests, the birthday boy at that party turned 20 and had never even kissed a girl! wow!)

well, i've got to go make some copies before class, more later!


( 5 comments — Say Something )
Sep. 13th, 2004 07:20 am (UTC)
I'm going to call you Dairy Queen from now on.
Because I really think you're hot and cool too.
Sep. 13th, 2004 11:23 am (UTC)
i am
and i love it!
Sep. 13th, 2004 01:03 pm (UTC)
Re: i am
And you changed your name to Dairy Queen.
A++, baby.
Sep. 13th, 2004 09:46 am (UTC)
but doesn't it make you feel good that guys think you're hot, besides the downside of touching/grabbing!?
i'd like to hear things like that...even if i do have a boyfriend!
talk to you later, hot stuff!
Sep. 13th, 2004 11:27 am (UTC)
hot stuff coming through ;)
i does make me feel good, though i still have a very difficult time believing any of it. i mean it's one thing to get a compliment, but it's so weird to be the object of desire for 20 people at once. it's things like that that make me think it has less to do with who i am and more to do with what i am (a girl).

plus, if i'm such hot stuff, how is it that these LOSER guys think they have a chance with me. that birthday boy (glasses, braces, overwieght, never been kissed) asked me to make out with him!

so i begin to think that they don't actually think i'm all that hot. they just think i'm easy enough that a compliment will get me into bed.

but whatever! it's nice not being the outcast anymore!
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