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end transmission

i'm going off radar for a while. don't ask. i won't tell you anything.

i'll probably be back someday, not that it matters.

i won't be me anymore.



( 9 comments — Say Something )
Jun. 1st, 2004 10:51 am (UTC)
sorry to hear it. I enjoyed your writing. Have fun
Jun. 1st, 2004 11:59 am (UTC)
I'll miss you...
Jun. 1st, 2004 04:41 pm (UTC)
Keep in touch Amanda.
Jun. 1st, 2004 09:11 pm (UTC)
come back soon babe!
(i tried on the shirt, it's hottt! now we need to get together so i can have some place to wear it, asap.)

oh and a certain someone came to my house this morning (when i was sleeping, my dad answered) looking for any information to your whereabouts, phone number, etc....
Jun. 2nd, 2004 05:35 pm (UTC)
porque el estaba ...
he stopped by because he was worried about her because of a message she left him. nothing creepy or whatever ... he was just concerned.
Jun. 2nd, 2004 09:26 pm (UTC)
Re: porque el estaba ...
oh my bad, i was just tryin to make things sound exciting and mysterious all at once.
Jun. 3rd, 2004 10:30 am (UTC)
enjoy your ride! hope to see you soon in good spirits!
Jun. 19th, 2004 10:12 am (UTC)
when i read this, 19 days ago, i didn't think that you would be gone for THIS long. i really hope that you're doing well... i miss reading your posts.
Jun. 19th, 2004 02:01 pm (UTC)
long enough
i didn't think it would be this long either. i told myself i'd give it a month, but, secretly, i was thinking a week.

but i am doing well. i tried to write something yesterday, but it was just total trash so i privatized it. i'm not sure if it was terrible because i'm out of practice or because it wasn't meant to be written down. so, i will try again soon. probably in couple weeks, when i finishe my calculus course.

i have thought about calling you several times, but (obviously) never have. i think part of what's holding me back is that i hate that you are joe's friend. i am so glad to finally be rid of him, and i'm quite scared of letting him back in in any way. i guess i'm either afraid you and i could be really great friends and then it would be awkward whenever joe was around OR you and i could be good acquaintances and i'd always be afraid that you were his friend and not mine (and somehow using that relationship to hurt me or mock me or something).

i don't know what i mean really.

i'm afraid.
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