i can't believe i thought it was a good idea to drive down here this early. what was i thinking?!
i have this terrible fear that i will wake my sister up if i go to her house. i always do that when i come to madison, because i always forget to call her and ask if it's ok that i stay with her. i'm really not in the mood for her to be mean to me right now.
i know it's only noon, but if i don't find something to do very soon then i'm pretty sure i am going to start drinking. i will go to clifty, get hammered and fall asleep in the sun. lol.
what's wrong with me?
i'm hungry, but i hate eating alone in this town. someone always recognizes me and insists on chatting with me. with no companion i find it hard to make a quick exit. i wish i could make my cell phone (i almost wrote self phone) ring whenever i needed it too.
i'm so tired...
someone please rescue me.
ok. i'm going to do it... i pray she's not asleep.