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who says date rape is a crime?

you'd think, as antisocial as i am, that i could go weeks, months or even years without ever being asked out. but, according to recent statistics, i get propositioned at least once every three days.

what a fucking pain this is!

i'm going to start wearing my wedding band again. (banjo gave it to me.) i doubt it will stop many silly boys from opening their fat fucking mouths, but then i will be able to act completely offended and not seem abnormal.

i don't know why it seems easier to lie about my situation than to tell the truth. i'm too nice to people. i'd really like to tell all these guys to just fuck right off. but even though in my head i know i have every right to, i can't stand hurting, offending or embarrassing people face to face.

and i just realized that i'd much rather be the one making the first move than be the one being pursued. i'd say that used to stem from self-esteem issues and now it's just a habit, but who knows. what i do know is that i don't like be hassled, bothered, pestered, hounded or stalked.

did you know i've never been dumped? i figured that out a few weeks ago. that seems so bizarre to me. of course, i run for cover when things start to look bad, so it's not surprising to me that i would burn my bridges too.

i leave you with this, from a boy a went to breakfast with just one time. [i'm more powerful than i can even comprehend.]


after all this time i've still got you on my mind, don't know what to think just want to see you one more time. Wish i could just move on but ever time i try toughts of you is all i find..... Amanda i just want you to know i still think about you after this all this time

don't know what you did to me but some how you have changed me, you melted my heart and made me feel and for that i should say thanks.... and honestly i would love to see you at least just one last time.... Well if you want call me


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May. 21st, 2004 06:57 am (UTC)
just tell him no thanks, i've found the love of my life already ;) hahaha
May. 21st, 2004 07:53 am (UTC)
I'm sorry, I don't want you to fly to Australia to marry me.

I don't think it would work out.

I need to be the most selfish one in any relationship.

(that whole sniffing impending doom, then cutting and running is my mantra. Never get dumped, because you should always get out first. Self preservation.)
May. 21st, 2004 08:52 am (UTC)
well, could i come to australia to visit you sometime then?

actually, i'm not going to lie, it's more to visit australia--as i don't know you.

sometimes i think i'm the most selfless person that i've ever known, but then i look at the 24 pairs of shoes on my shoe rack and my $80 bathing suit...
May. 21st, 2004 09:29 am (UTC)
Re: understandable.
Are you genuinely pondering visiting this great land of mine?

(I was born in its capital, it's fucking mine, ok?)

There are several persons, who could be fonts of information for, should you so require them.

I'll warn you, it's not a nice place to visit if you're a conservative god fearing fundamentalist christian American. Not a nice place, at all. I've had complaints from just such people.
May. 21st, 2004 10:54 pm (UTC)
but the funds will not be available for many years i'm sure.

le sigh.
May. 21st, 2004 10:22 am (UTC)
Guys are just pathetic that is all really. Simple answer to a simple question.

Just go to a club, grab a drink, observe. You will not be able to count all of the times a guy uses a lame pickup line or grabs some ladies arse.
May. 21st, 2004 09:43 pm (UTC)
club guys are idiots. The make all of us other "real" guys look totally bad. If a real guy like you he wont dunp poetry at you. That is just a weak attempt at being cute. There are still some serious guys out there that act their ages not like something they are not.
May. 22nd, 2004 09:26 am (UTC)
While I will agree with this for the most part, there are still many men around who just got after women for property and you are right it makes the rest of us look like pigs.
May. 21st, 2004 11:01 pm (UTC)
at least at clubs (a lot of) people are there to meet and/or hook up with other people.

i get hit on at school and work. at the grocery store. while i'm renting videos. when i'm waiting at the gas pump. when i'm driving thru.

i don't go to these places to find a man. i got to accoplish specific goals. i don't understand why guys think that just because i'm alone at the gas station i 1)want a man in my life, 2) i need that man at that very instant and C) they are the man for me.

and what i really don't understand is how they can act offended when i turn them down. they don't know anything about me. i could be married, for christ's sake, but no one ever bothers to find out first.

May. 21st, 2004 11:10 pm (UTC)
go to the mall.
find an attractive girl.
follow her around and watch the guys that she passes by.
it is quite amusing.
May. 21st, 2004 11:44 pm (UTC)
i don't find that amusing.
it disgusts me.

there are plenty of girls that get all dolled up just so guys will look.

but there are plenty who don't. it isn't fair that they get treated so badly when they're not asking for it.

myabe i'm just old fashioned, but people move to fast these days. how can you ask a girl out when you don't even know her name!


i'm done talking about this.
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