but then (in my dreams) i dream he is alive and we're walking around in springdale cemetery and he keeps telling me everything will be fine when i wake up.
but then i wake up (in my dream) and he's still nowhere to be found and no one seems to care.
then i wake up for real and i can't figure out what's going on at all.
and i'm sure he's not dead, but i'd really feel a lot better about this whole situation if i could just call him. of course, i can't, thanks to my cell phone situation.