as usual, i'm pretty down in the dumps today. people say that's all i ever write about. well, if my depression annoys you so much, stop reading my page. i don't write for your entertainment.
i solved the rubik's cube today. but i'm not having much luck on a repeat performance. it's very frustrating. but challenges are fun. and, besides, i can't fucking sleep and this consumes a lot of time.
this is a very random update. i apologize. i know it's not much fun to read, but it's sort of halfway fun for me to write. more fun than playing snood anyway.
giftmas is only a week away. it sure doesn't feel like it. no snow yet. it's not even that cold. no tree. no decorations. and i already have all of my presents.
i'm a terribly boring girl, aren't i?
i want someone to schnuggle with at night. to hold and be held by. someone to tell me bedtime stories. to kiss me good morning. i don't even care if it's a boyfriend - i don't even care if it's a boy! i just don't want to be alone anymore.
it's a big empty bed. cold and lonely.