but i know it's going to be hard. i don't make new friends easily. i have problems staying focussed in classes. i'm going to be working and going to school and thats going to be some major stress for me. i haven't had any serious commitments in my life (besides my boyfriend) for more than a year now.
i just have to be aware of how i'm feeling. and catch myself before i fall into another depression. i'm not sure i'd come out of it unscathed if i was living in a new place, with no friends and trying to keep up with school and work.
i have enough scars for one lifetime.