sWell (shakewell) wrote,

anticipation [melo]

i leave for college in 5 weeks. i'm getting excited. nervous too. but mostly excited. i'm 20 years old. it's time i got out and fucking did something with my life.

but i know it's going to be hard. i don't make new friends easily. i have problems staying focussed in classes. i'm going to be working and going to school and thats going to be some major stress for me. i haven't had any serious commitments in my life (besides my boyfriend) for more than a year now.

i just have to be aware of how i'm feeling. and catch myself before i fall into another depression. i'm not sure i'd come out of it unscathed if i was living in a new place, with no friends and trying to keep up with school and work.

i have enough scars for one lifetime.
  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.