this is me on a saturday night. updating the shit of my six different web pages. got stood up by my best friend. again. you think i'd be getting used to this by now. i made birthday present for my ex today. it's an apron that says "kiss the cock." he came up with the idea when they started making us wear aprons at wendy's. i thought it was pretty clever. and since i (being a woman) obviously can't wear it, i thought i'd give it to him. we were going to hang out tonight. but he told me he'd be right back 7 hours ago. and now he's going up to purdue with his roommate. fuck it. i think i'm going to start smoking pot. maybe then i won't care so much that all i do is sit at home alone everyday. i'm going to drink all of the beer in the fridge after my parents go to bed. i don't even like beer. i'm that bored. i know i promised a more exciting entry. but in order for that to happen, i'd have to have a more exciting life. and i wouldn't count on that happening any time soon. i wish i didn't hate people so much. i sure could use some company. fuck it. it's beer time.