i'm sure it won't be long
before killbot hears about my livejournal
but until he does
it's nice to have this
as a place to record my thoughts
without fear of reproach

i know i shouldn't let him get to me
- or anyone for that matter -
but that's easier said than done
it's pretty disheartening
to see your deepest thoughts
twisted into someone else's sick humor
i guess doing that kind of shit
makes him happy
so more power to killbot
i just wish i wasn't his only prey

well
to be honest
i wish i wasn't his prey at all
and if i have to be
i wish i knew why

i guess it just comes with being me
i'm so easy to hate