sWell (shakewell) wrote,
sWell
shakewell

so much for friendship [melo]


jezzuhkah: so whats the deal with you and amandaaaa
threedTM: yeah...
threedTM: i dunno, im afraid of commitment
threedTM: i saw the walls closing in on me
threedTM: and it scared the shit out of me
threedTM: so i sorta freaked out and rejected her
jezzuhkah: whats with guys and fear of commitment!!
as the get up kids say.. (one day doesn't mean the rest of my life )
threedTM: but its close enough.... i dunno... i don't know if things were perfect
jezzuhkah: nothing is perfect.
threedTM: and i know theres other things out there to expreience, and i don't want to sell myself short
jezzuhkah: but, were you happy?
threedTM: for a while
threedTM: then my mind just started
threedTM: wandering
jezzuhkah: other girls.. or just thinking..
jezzuhkah: you know this is between you and i..
threedTM: just thinking mostly
* threedTM is in privacy
jezzuhkah: amanda seems really sweet, but i see her being quite dependent upon you..
threedTM: yeah.
threedTM: we almost ran out of space
threedTM: i got bored
threedTM: fo' real
jezzuhkah: but.. i dunnno if i see you wanting a serious girlfriend either..
threedTM: i just don't want to settle down
threedTM: i felt restricted
jezzuhkah: what did she want
threedTM: so i made an exit.
threedTM: too much i guess

XXX

jezzuhkah: soooo, dod you think things with you and amanda are over for good....?
threedTM: i have no clue
threedTM: things are strange
threedTM: i haven't talked much to her
threedTM: but she keeps messaging me
threedTM: and emailed me once
jezzuhkah: it's so hard.. i dunno.. yeah.. hmm..
jezzuhkah: oh god!
jezzuhkah: I HAVE THE SONG FOR YOU!
jezzuhkah: SHIT YES!
threedTM: i did see her a couple days ago. we talked a little bit.
jezzuhkah: WE COULD SOOOOOOOOOO DANCE TO THIS!
threedTM: i gave her a kiss on her cheek, and she said - hey you can't do that anymore

XXX

jezzuhkah: did you and swell have a song?
threedTM: no, not really... maybe suicide machines... maybe?
threedTM: the suicide machines - extraordinary
jezzuhkah: gettin it!
jezzuhkah: i love knwoing peoples songs!
threedTM: lyrics are pretty a-okay
jezzuhkah: what a cool concept. having a song! so cool
threedTM: back in the day we sang it to each other
threedTM: =/
jezzuhkah: awwwwwwww!
threedTM: i remember looking up
threedTM: and seeing her lip the "theres an extraordinary thing about you"
jezzuhkah: awww!
jezzuhkah: even you and i had a song! everyone should have a song!
threedTM: it was cute...
threedTM: jesus
threedTM: emotional ride tongith

XXX

jezzuhkah: haha! did you know i was sorta planning on having sex with you last year!
jezzuhkah: last last year!
threedTM: what?
jezzuhkah: haha
threedTM: why didn't you tell ME.
threedTM: lol.
jezzuhkah: i dunnnnno
threedTM: ain't gonna cause a scene
jezzuhkah: but it's probably for the best.. we would have broke up , and things might be weird!
threedTM: true....
threedTM: things are probably better this way
threedTM: but still... im a guy, im kicking myself over here
threedTM: lol
threedTM: its time i got back.
jezzuhkah: haha! well member the faint concert we were gonna go to
threedTM: yea yea
jezzuhkah: well i would have had to sleep over, ya know!
jezzuhkah: but anyways!
threedTM: jesus
threedTM: dont TELL ME THESE THINGS
threedTM: please =P
threedTM: even though its kinda funny.
threedTM: its DEPRESSING.
threedTM: lol.
jezzuhkah: dude it would have been bad! you would go back to amanda and i would sob over you and hate you!
threedTM: yeah. thats true.
threedTM: but still
threedTM: <<-- male
threedTM: boo hoo
jezzuhkah: didn't you wanna have sex with me!
threedTM: don't get me started.

xxx

jezzuhkah: haha i should send your bear back
threedTM: lol.. no shit you should
threedTM: =X
jezzuhkah: swell is/was kinda pissed that i never got around to it!
threedTM: i know
threedTM: i never heard the end of it
jezzuhkah: oh.. sorry.
threedTM: its all good, not that big of a deal
threedTM: =P
jezzuhkah: its not like i sleep with it! i'm just lazy!
threedTM: right right ...
threedTM: i UUNDERSTAND
threedTM: WINK WINK
threedTM: NUDGE NUDGE

XXX

jezzuhkah: do you still do drugs/.?
threedTM: eh, kinda.
threedTM: i smoke pot about once a week...
threedTM: more so lately.
jezzuhkah: ah.
threedTM: i quit mostly everything else though
threedTM: i haven't rolled in... months...
jezzuhkah: thats good
jezzuhkah: shit is bad for you
threedTM: yeah... it is.
threedTM: it never hurt me though.
threedTM: but still
jezzuhkah: and i never buy it!
threedTM: i started smoking again
threedTM: ive been so bad the past 2 weeks
jezzuhkah: ciggs?
threedTM: yeah
jezzuhkah: GROSS!
jezzuhkah: GROSS
threedTM: soz.
jezzuhkah: thats one of your flaws!
threedTM: understandable.
jezzuhkah: but i am no one to judge.
jezzuhkah: you're pretty awesome
threedTM: eh?
threedTM: smoking is dumb. i pretty much almost quit...
jezzuhkah: i've been trying to get you to foevah eva!
threedTM: its hard when my best friend smokes.
threedTM: its hard.
jezzuhkah: yeah..
threedTM: its all a social thing

XXX

jezzuhkah: haha i hated when amanda called me your internet girlfriend!!!
threedTM: lol.......
threedTM: its a good term though
jezzuhkah: but now it's funny
threedTM: hehe
jezzuhkah: but she used it to make fun of me!
threedTM: most definately....
threedTM: she was jealous
jezzuhkah: she should be!! i'm a hottie!
jezzuhkah: haha i rmemeber reading her journal and ebing jealous!
jezzuhkah: i love looking back on stuff! i got so jelaous! but now it's like whatevs dude!
threedTM: haha, what? fems are crazy...
jezzuhkah: you just don't get it!
threedTM: but i guess i can sorta understand some if it
jezzuhkah: are you ever jealous!
threedTM: all the time.
jezzuhkah: i hate you unjealous guys!
threedTM: haha
threedTM: actually i have had nothing to be jealous of
threedTM: i might be soon though
threedTM: smart man!
jezzuhkah: why?
jezzuhkah: NO!! girls like a little jealousy!
threedTM: i dunno, it amanda starts dating someone, it'll probably hit me pretty hard
jezzuhkah: yeah.. that always works,,,
threedTM: bound to happen sometime
threedTM: just face it head on, i suppose
jezzuhkah: i haven't been really upset over a boy since you, after you i was the heart breaker!
threedTM: hahahahahaha
jezzuhkah: and you'll date girls
threedTM: thats funny
threedTM: IM THE HEARTBREAKER GOD DAMMIT

XXX

jezzuhkah: and how many did you actually mean it
jezzuhkah: deeeeeeeep
threedTM: hrmmmm
threedTM: let me think about it
threedTM: said... i think about 5
threedTM: meant... i don't really know
threedTM: i guess i know what love is...
threedTM: but lately my how view on everything is... different
jezzuhkah: interesting.
threedTM: brb

XXX

jezzuhkah: sweet dude. uhh have you been thinking about me more often.. not in like a sexual or anything like that, but just in general
threedTM: sure have. why?
jezzuhkah: because i have
threedTM: just cuz we talk again

XXX

jezzuhkah: what are you going to send me, since i made you a cd!
threedTM: ummm, i dunno?
threedTM: take dirtypicturesTM
jezzuhkah: huh?!
jezzuhkah: you're going to taker dirty pictures?
threedTM: haha
threedTM: no
jezzuhkah: does dirty pictures = naked pictures?1
threedTM: not really
threedTM: gropeTM
jezzuhkah: what!
jezzuhkah: i'm so confused?
threedTM: don't be. im sure acting crazy
jezzuhkah: haha i thought it said grape! jaja
jezzuhkah: sorry
threedTM: haha
jezzuhkah: so youre sending me dirty pictures?
threedTM: lol, no... i dont do that
threedTM: but i could
threedTM: whachoo want
jezzuhkah: yes you do!
jezzuhkah: you have!
jezzuhkah: haha
threedTM: no..
threedTM: i got the camera, and im home alone
jezzuhkah: you have so!
threedTM: and IM 19
jezzuhkah: i have seen your penis!
jezzuhkah: haha
threedTM: so
threedTM: i dont show that anymore
threedTM: penis is ugly
threedTM: chicks like bare chest
jezzuhkah: tru
jezzuhkah: haha! wooord. my camera is not here
jezzuhkah: what do boys like
threedTM: tease shots are fun
threedTM: dont show it.... but act like you are... growl.
jezzuhkah: so pictures
threedTM: what about em
threedTM: i need instructions if im gonna get kinky
jezzuhkah: haha is this bad? like am i being bad?
threedTM: i dunno. probably.
jezzuhkah: you could take a picture of youseldf anyway
threedTM: i need instructions
jezzuhkah: why!
jezzuhkah: be cute! thats not hahrd
threedTM: it could be
threedTM: oh god.. haha
jezzuhkah: nu uhh1 you are cute
jezzuhkah: whyt
jezzuhkah: joeeee
threedTM: yo
jezzuhkah: am i being annoying
jezzuhkah: id on't mean to be
threedTM: whoa.
*** jezzuhkah has received cap_004.jpg.
jezzuhkah: belly;s are niceeee
threedTM: i rule.
threedTM: lol
threedTM: thats about as dirty as i can get... im weak.
jezzuhkah: gert dirrrrty! haha
threedTM: haha
jezzuhkah: i could take a picture for you, but nothing bad!
threedTM: do it champ
jezzuhkah: buti have to go home first
threedTM: that suxor
threedTM: s
jezzuhkah: are you willing to wait
threedTM: sure am!
jezzuhkah: k bye!

xxx

jezzuhkah: remind her, im sure she got caught up in looking at herself in the mirror -- thanks dick
*** Auto-response sent to jezzuhkah: snooze mode.
threedTM: ow
jezzuhkah: ow to me!
jezzuhkah: like i hope you didn't mean that
threedTM: yeah, im sorry about that comment.
threedTM: i knew it was going to come back and haunt me.
jezzuhkah: i'm beginning to think it's true.. ali and i got in a fight yesterday wher she told me i am over confident and seem fake..
threedTM: well, you need to find a good balance of confidence and timidness. or something like that.
jezzuhkah: so i am an over confident jerk?
threedTM: i dont think so... but that comment was aimed at the fact you never mentioned anything about that bear, but had time to talk about yourself in your comments... and ignore the other comments.
threedTM: sorry.
jezzuhkah: fine i'll send the fucking bear back, i'm sorr
threedTM: your taking this the wrong way.
jezzuhkah: well i'm sorry
threedTM: don't be sorry, its my fault.
jezzuhkah: i was just so upset yesterday and then i read that and it made me feel horrible again
threedTM: what happened yesterday?
jezzuhkah: ali basically told me i wasn't a good friend.. that i make her feel inferrior.. and that she doens't understand why i am confident and happy.. and i never asks questions about her life..
threedTM: ugh, thats not all too great...
jezzuhkah: but i call her and email her and such and she rarely has time to return my phone calls.. it just hurt, no one has ever said that to me.. then my best friend does.. and then i read what you wrote.. and i wouldn't care very much.. but these are my friends
threedTM: hrmm. im sorry.. maybe i have something to cheer you up
jezzuhkah: what
*** jezzuhkah has received hotwallpaper.jpg.
jezzuhkah: THAT MAKES ME FEEL WORSE!!!!
threedTM: oh. doh.
threedTM: i spent lots of time on it.
jezzuhkah: yup, it's me being vain!
jezzuhkah: but it looks cool!
threedTM: thanks....
threedTM: guess it was a bad time to send it
threedTM: though
jezzuhkah: haha probably! but it is pretty cool.. yous got mad skillz
jezzuhkah: but i thought you weren't svaing those pictures mr!!
threedTM: hahahahah, oh shit.. i lied!
threedTM: rofl.
jezzuhkah: don't get either of us in trouble! =)
threedTM: dont worry, its it a leet hidden folder
jezzuhkah: aight..

xxx

jezzuhkah: will you see amanda
threedTM: shes coming down to watch er on thursday
jezzuhkah: i love getting together to watch telly. josh and i wtahc six feet under together and i make him watch sex and the city in the summer
threedTM: ha
threedTM: teevee is aight.
jezzuhkah: is er your guys' fav?
threedTM: shes all about it
threedTM: im all about adult swim

xxx

jezzuhkah: have fun masturbating and looking at porno
threedTM: i don't masturbate to this stuff. its strictly bizness.
jezzuhkah: what do you masturbate to!
threedTM: good porn.
threedTM: hot chicks!
jezzuhkah: haha! like me! JK
threedTM: don't kid.

xxx

threedTM: ah, that's no good. so, whats your plans for the fall? iu?
jezzuhkah: yep
threedTM: major?
jezzuhkah: studying art.. and maybe some journalism.. hopefully work for a posh magazine in NYC or LA or CHICAGO
threedTM: best of luck. gonna hang out with me sometime?
jezzuhkah: if you're lucky =)
threedTM: ha... gonna be too cool for me?
jezzuhkah: probably not
jezzuhkah: the qestion is are you too cool for me
threedTM: no way.

xxx

jezzuhkah: hows livin with amanda
threedTM: interestin'
threedTM: she's all trying to get me to go back out with her
jezzuhkah: and you're not up for it
threedTM: i don't know if its the best thing really
jezzuhkah: tell me you're not having sex with her
threedTM: we haven't had sex for a long time
jezzuhkah: ok good
jezzuhkah: b/c sex with an ex, bad idea!
threedTM: RGR THAT

xxx

jezzuhkah: she emailed me the other day
threedTM: ja, was ist das?
threedTM: oh yeah, what about
jezzuhkah: how i never sent bear back and how she thinks i have a thing for you
threedTM: no shit
jezzuhkah: yep
threedTM: my brain wonders what she said
threedTM: in her words
jezzuhkah: huh
threedTM: that seems very strange.... wonder why she would think that?
threedTM: grab that file yet?
jezzuhkah: yeah yeah
threedTM: cool, im gonna delete it
jezzuhkah: i dunno.. beats the hell out of me.. i told her we rarely talk..
jezzuhkah: i dunno insecure.?
threedTM: hrmm.. possibly.

xxx

threedTM: so you on your night minutes?
threedTM: i know i am.. haha
jezzuhkah: night minutes?
threedTM: back a while ago, you mentioned something about your cell phone, eh?
jezzuhkah: i suppose i am, being that it is midnight
jezzuhkah: why are you calling me
threedTM: im not.
threedTM: i was just askin'. cuz now i'm a cell phone cancer patient.
jezzuhkah: cool
jezzuhkah: ok i guess you can but i AM GOING TO BED SOON!
threedTM: if you want to talk i can give you a ring. if not, thats cool too. no big deal either way. i'll probably crash sometime soon.
threedTM: nelly furtado has a sexi voice. i swear.
jezzuhkah: just for a little, i'd like to, i just have to be up earrrly k
threedTM: cool deal. whats your digits killa?
jezzuhkah: 219 771 6145
threedTM: cool ... i gotta go out front, cuz my reception is horrible in here.
jezzuhkah: wanna call my home phono
threedTM: i hate your battery! and yes.
jezzuhkah: me too it's lame
jezzuhkah: 219 926 6991
threedTM: 69 ha
threedTM: ok
jezzuhkah: thatys rite
jezzuhkah: you do realize i'm going to be dead tomorrow at work! =) it was nice talkin
threedTM: im sorry, thanks again! keep in touch. sweetdreams jessica.

xxx

jezzuhkah: makwe sure you tell swell that you are not interested in me! tell her you think i'm ugly and such!
jezzuhkah: and that i have a fat ass!
threedTM: lol.
threedTM: i'll see what i can do. you fat ugly ass.
threedTM: scoot.
jezzuhkah: yes! haha! night night!
threedTM: ni.ni.

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