and twice at UPS.
given my past behavior, i'll be out of both jobs by the end of this week. hopefully it won't come to that, but i haven't really changed.
honestly, i am sick. but i think it's psychosematic (sp?). besides, all i want to do anymore is just lie in bed and feel sorry for myself. see, i haven't changed at all.
but i have to pay the bills. no matter what it takes. i can't keep running to mommy and daddy for help. it's time i took care of myself.
either that, or just ended it. once and for all.